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Name: Brittany
Country: United States
State: Virginia
Metro: ruckersville
Birthday: 8/22/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: sum41, avenged sevenfold, the professional americans, my chemical romance, carnivalarrest...eYeLiNeR, lIpGlOsS, gUyS, hEaRtS...
Expertise: um...i don't know
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
1/12/2005
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That would be my new school these days. Yes, it is a wonderful place free of pressing drama and never ending blabber. If you're wondering why I'm going there instead of UCA, I would have to return the question. Yes, I commited the crime, but no evidence was found. So how then would this qualify me for the "ultimate" punishment a school can hand down? You see it was the ceaseless blabber that ended my career there, not that I'm sad to be gone, I just think it to be sad that so many students find it easier to point out other's problems instead of searching for their own. Scapegoating, it is called. One famous incidence of this psychological difficulty is enscribed in "The Crucible", an incredible novel. Maybe those afflicted will take the chance to see their own problems also.
OUTBACK
My wonderful place of employment, or shall we say imprisonment. It's sad to leave that place at night, but I do seem to loath it while I'm there. We have made an improvement though, one specific person who refused to talk to me just days ago, acknowledged my existence last night. He asked me if I was mad, and to that I replied that he must just be dumb.
RELATIONSHIPS
Much to the dismay of the scapegoaters [previously mentioned], I do not appear to have a boyfriend at my lovely education center. If you find out who this handsome lad is though, feel free to let me know. Chris and I are no longer together, he was heartbroken, and I was made to be the bad guy. In all honesty, I believe I made the right choice, and I will stand by that unfaltering. Another outbacker seems to have decided I'm the "one". Well maybe not exactly, but I am definately torn in this situation. We'll find out what's going to happen soon though.
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| AMAZING! That's the only word I can find to describe my new boyfriend. For all you people who actually get on here anymore, Zach and I broke up finally and I was extatic for that to be over, but then unexpectedly Chris comes from out of no where and sweeps me off my feet. I was definately not looking for someone, especially this soon, but he's definately worth everything. My friends are practically anti-Chris because he's older and, yes, he does have some bad habits, but no one's perfect and I really wish they'd see that and stop complaining about him. They really don't know him at all and are just judging. I love them to death so don't get me wrong, but I really don't like how they treat me now because of him. Our relationship got off to a quick start and I am completely enthralled with how he never ceases to surprise me with little things. He does work with me, but we don't always work together, but every day after I get off he always manages to show up to wish me a safe drive home, and give me a kiss to help me through the next day. It's amazing how much he cares and how sweet he is.
CRAZY! That would be the word for my two best friends. Loretta and Stephanie always make me laugh. Like today at lunch. Who knew a banana could make two lunch tables erupt with laughter!! And the silent laugh of Loretta. That's one thing I will miss when Loretta leaves at the end of the week. It's going to be sad without her. They are enjoying their other halves too. Stephanie and Jack are still going strong... And so are Loretta and Max.
So that's how that goes. Here are the lovely icons...
   
   
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| oh my...i just wrote an extremely long entry and it just got deleted....so here's the summary. i work too much. you can tell this by asking who i'm spending my christmas eve with, and my reply is not my family...it's "the wonderful people of outback". yeah...totally not normal. and who am i spending New Years with? probably those same crazy people. i feel horrible because i don't get to see my friends like EVER...not cool. all though i do know that stephanie has a wonderful guy, jack, and he fits perfectly into our little triad. and max of course is still hanging around...going on one year with loretta. and as for me, i'm not exactly sure where i stand. zach and i are on the outs and as soon as he freakin calls me i think i might just call it quits. but that's our little secret okay? oh and loretta and i are fabulous just in case you were wondering. we actually went on a little adventure. i locked my keys in my car and tried to break in. wow good times. we definately had plenty of "bonding" time in the freezing cold. i am finishing school over the summer, and plan on going to liberty in the fall if i can afford it, but chances are i can't so i'm going to be going to piedmont next year. i hope you have a fabulous Christmas && one heck of a New Years!! i'm going to leave you with the classic icons. every four icons have a different meaning, so good luck figuring it out! only my two main ladies know they are....
   
   
   
I don't really think it's a conscious action;
Breaking me that is.
I'd say it's more of a gag-reflex,
And I'm sad to say you're not the only one that purges.
He took her by her shoulders,
Held her in front of a mirror
And whispered in her ear, "Why can't you see what I see?"
The rumors; they fly.
They're bringin' me down.
Just tell me I'm so much better than this.
Pretty, is so much more than a word.
It's an emotion, a label, a way of life.
It'll tear you down just as easily as it will bring you to new heights.
And no matter how many people say it,
It's whether you believe it.
So subjective, never objective.
I wonder if it's even real. | | |
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